I spent a lot of time searching for a SOLUTION for my anxiety. I look older, i always tell the others that i will be better. its not that easy duh! I pray to god and ask for power. POWER to avoid the things that makes me weaker. Then i compared my life’s like a game of chess. I feel TERRIFIED because strongest ONE that i had has been CAPTURED. (lesson in life) strong people i believe that never leaves untill the games ends was a mind destruction. We feel WEAK without a QUEEN but it doesn’t mean you’l let those bastar WIN. The Remaining moves is my friend. (it happens on reality) they will sacrifice their value to protect you.